what doesnt kill you makes you stronger?
i call false.
it kills you slowly. its a long, torturous, and painful death.
"L-I-V-I-N"
The names Brittany, but B.Hud is what most call me. Im 19, goin on 23 ;) West Virginia is where im from, and where i'll die. Most commonly described as a hippie-redneck, and i love it :) Love all music from dubstep to country. I love all thats natural, im with it and for it. Girls are not something i like, they're not good friends for me. Boys are better, probably because im a little tomboy. Totally honest, but not brutally. Also, im a crazy bitch, and im ok with that. ;)
runnin my mouth;
i just want to go to sleep and wake up to a better day, a day with YOU in it. i’ve been thinking about you more than i ever have before and all i want is to just see you. actually seeing you would make me feel like 90% better. its questionable if i would hit you or not, cuz Lord knows you deserve it. i just dont understand why you’ve broken almost all your promises to me. i guess im just too stupid to see what everyone else does? but i think they’re too stupid to see what i see, and i know that the girls after me never got to see that.
theres a reason i literally cant let you go, a reason as to why i still feel the exact same way for you as i did a year ago. you have this CRAZY fucking hold on me and i dont get it. it just hurts so bad that ive lost you again for telling you how i feel, cuz you asked for it. i wont tell you i love you, because at this point you dont deserve to hear it. but if thats what you’ve been waiting for, i need to hear it first.
“i pushed you away to protect you” ALL I FUCKING WANT IS YOU I DONT NEED PROTECTION FROM YOU, THATS ALL IVE EVER WANTED AND YOU WERE TOO SELFISH TO SEE THAT. SO SELFISH THAT YOU DIDNT EVEN FIGHT FOR ME, YOU JUST “GAVE” ME TO THE PERSON YOU HATE!!!
