you always come back when i need someone there. you always make me feel good, regardless of the circumstances. but last night seein that huge smile on your face and hearin that laugh i honestly dont think ive heard since we dated 2 years ago, it just made me sooooo happy. it sucks it had to come to this for you, and i honestly know it sucks, but God man you’re free! i mean i told you from the begining about her it just took you almost a year to figure that out. and idk what last night was about, either you werr fucked up and lonely or really just wanted me, but it honestly felt different than any other time. i’ve missed YOU so much. you said “you never know what will happen” and damn it boy, you made me think about if something did how i wouldnt mind. but all in all, thank you for being there when im lonely and i dont mind returning the favor. i just hope you do the right thing and dont go back to her after this. you actually sounded a little happy when you said “we’ve been broke up for 4 weeks” lol. hope you really are happy though cuz thats all i ever wanted you to be. and i knew you werent happy with her, cuz if you were you would have been hollerin at me all the time.
idk where things are gonna go with us, but right now i just want to be around you alot just cuz you comfort me. hope im not misreading you or w.e either. and i guess its true that there is still something there, i laughed when you told me cuz i just figured sex was it. but who knows now. i love you homie always will, just want you to be happy and if you happen to make me happy then thats even better!